So alot of things have been on my mind lately and just felt like the world was on my shoulders.

This morning I talked to my ex roommate, Brynn, and totally felt a bit better. She always knows what to say to me to make me smile!

Then the day passed by and was like ughhh lol so I cleaned the house and ran some errands and just needed a break lol

then my bestest friend called me and we talked for such a long time and vented to one another!

my goodness, how much i missed talking to this girl! i love her so much and im so glad that we met each other. i love how i can call her my sister, bestfriend, and other half. She makes me want to become a better person. I cannot wait to be reunited with her and spend a whole semester with her again :D She was always there for me, whenever I needed to vent out my feelings, when I needed a place to crash, when ever I just needed girl time or anything! :) I love you Kaydee so much!  Eres la persona mas bella que e conocido y se que siempre estaras ayi cuando necesito hablar con alguien :)

I can only be me, when I’m with you <3<3 -T. Swift

Cant wait too room with you girlie and see you again ! <3

I remember like it was yesterday that I was heading to the airport with my suitcases dreading to leave the place I called home.  Now its been almost four months that I haven’t seen my family and loved ones.  Im sad I’m leaving but not because Ill miss BYUI but because of the friendships I have made here.  My bestest friend here lives  in Chicago and is Fall/Spring track :/ And im Fall/Winter.  I know right sucks majorly but since we plan on being friends forever then I guess the distance is only temporary.  And also my friend Cayden.  He is unique and a good hearted person.  Kaydee and Cayden are what kept me sane here in Rexburg lol.  They are my bestfriends.  They are people that I want in my life forever.

But yet Im so utterly excited to head to the airport.  I sit in a plane for 5 long hours and then head HOME !!! Back to Jersey <3  I know that when I start my travel from Rexburg to Salt Lake I will be so excited so elated !  Then when I land at the JFK Airport I will not be able to contain my emotions!  

I am glad that I left Jersey and that I am here in Idaho because being here has taught me so much. I have learned to appreciate my family, diversity, the East coast in general, my culture, it has taught me that I have found myself.  My own identity.  Who I am and what I want to be.  But after Christmas break its back to BYUI.  Make new friends and start new classes.  I know that it won’t be hard but I know for sure Im going to miss those two people so much!  They know me inside and out! <3

Me and Kaydee in a museum lol :D oh yeah we’re silly :P 

So this is my bestie Kaydee and I. After doing a dumb science project we decided to take pictures :D my favorite thing to do … LITERALLY ! :D So here you go :)